THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER : PAYBACK !!

THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER
                                      PAYBACK.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a teardrop..
Falling in love in awfully simply, but falling out of love is simply awful..
Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes its difficult..

Never Really understood The Theory of Love !
Beautiful from Outside..
Scarier From Inside..
Strongest Emotion but also the Darkest..
It can put you on High for days, and it can also drown you in less than a minute..

They say love is the purest feeling of all..
They say when everything falls, love stands tall..
Didn't happen in my case..
Coz i lost the race..
I don't believe in love anymore..
It leaves only bitterness and sour..
I don't believe in love anymore..

It was HER..
That stole my Breath..
The weight of my Expectations..
That broke my Trust..
The spinning of my own Wheel..
Drove me into madness and Hell..

My problem was She never ever needed me as much as I needed Her..

I'm living in the Present..
My mind is in the Past..
Not knowing what I'll Be..
Not knowing what will Last..

From the second, I saw her, I started Dying.
So this was never love which I was falling for, but Death..

Why do you cause me so much Pain?
All my tears are shed in Vain?
Oh! Why can't I just Believe?
That you ain't gonna stay, but Leave..

I want to run, I want to Hide..
From the pain she caused Inside..
I want to scream, I want to Cry..
Why can't I just tell her Goodbye..

She promised to be Forever..
Now that you're gone I know you meant Never..

I wish I never Liked you..
I wish I didn't waste all those times Talking to you..
I wish I didn't waste all those times Thinking about you..
I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special..
I wish I never got my Hopes high for you..
And I wish I never kept trying and trying..
Coz in the End, the one that gets Hurt isn't you, But Me..

She said: You deserve Better..
Fine! Maybe I deserve Someone Else..
But Reality was I always wanted YOU..

I'll never shed another Tear..
Nor be Afraid to hide my Fear..
I'll never Cry over you Nor shed any Pity..
For now if you do this to anyone else..
I'll one day kick your ass to another City..

You think I'm playing- But you guessed wrong..
I've moved on and now I'm Strong..

There's so much to Pay For..
I'll never again be your Friend..
I love Revenge. You'll get what you want in the End..

This is not a Poetry..
This is my Revenge..
Revenge will be Sweet- but with the taste of Venom..

I hope you find Comfort in the Clouds..
The one you didn't find in Me..

Goodbye for now My Friend..
This Won't be the End.
This is Just the BEGINNING OF THE END..








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  1. Liked it.. 👌🏻 All the best for the many more that isto come.. ✌🏼

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  2. Amazing..... U need to put more man .....

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  5. The way you weaved this by putting together all the emotions of your journey from falling out to revenge mode is highly appreciable. Looking for more to come.

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  6. Wow... Awesome writing bro... 👌👍

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